| hey people!! sorry, i know i hadnt updated xanga for a while. but, yeah. iam doing allright down here. i got a little problems with Deaf People. you know, i dont really impressed myself that iam deaf, i dont accept that iam deaf. i just think deaf people are stupid until someome woke my ass up bout deaf people. they are just human begin, but they all just cant hear. i know there's no big differance btw deaf and hearing, people expect cant hear at all. To Deaf People, i understand you dont like me b/c i've been treating you like a shit. i know wht i did is very wrong. i'd understand if you dont forgive me about this, i would never talk shit bout you guys ever again. unless you guys mess around wit me, i would. i know i still have some enmies. so right now, i've been changing myself into more nicer. more like of friendly to everybody. treeating them in right way. not just treat them like a animals. so, yeah. i really meant it at this time. you know in the past, i always say sorrry sorry sorry sorry sorry. but sorry isnt really a real word to mei just saying it so i can make you guys to forgive me easily. but i still doing it again. but at this time, iam not. i m really begin serious bout this, though. so, people. that's the truth. so, i did imed some of deaf people and admitted them the truth. i did talked shit behind their back, and all that. so i really get over bout it. right now, i got nothing to guilty bout. i really felt so much better bout this. so, i really hope you guys will forgive me bout this time. i know i would never do it again. it's really stupid of me to do that.
anyway!!!!! my life are doing allright. i've been acting up like crazy person sometimes. i almost killed myself, but never did. i was really dumb...to tried to kill myself over two people. Brittany and Dj. i know i know, people have been telling me to not do. i was really out of my mind really easily. so yeah. but after that i just keep things positive, and try to change myself. and all that bullshit. so yeah, i got nothing to say right now...got to go..
milly |
...mm, i dont know else to say. well im going to leave...hopefully some of you'd leave me some comments, ha.